ummmmmmmmmm
the only thing i can write about right now is what i am in the middle of. i haven't had much sleep this week. i'm in the middle of tying up the last few details for the SSRG gig we are putting on tomorrow night to party in the new season. i accidentally booked a band from the US on monday, cause a festival got cancelled and they were wandering around not knowing what to do with their saturday night, i'm sure. no big deal for you guys over there, but australia is very far away from other places, and i haven't done this before. seem to like a challenge though, "thrive on it" - the stress the low, the high, the super-tension - as Ruby Ribcrusher put it. it's all tunnel vision from when i decide on the crazy scheme until it's over. just little windows of light every now and then from the people who are in it with me.
i am in the middle of making sure our first bout, in a weeks time, comes together.
i'm in the middle of insomnia week.
in the middle of ch-ch-changing again.
in the middle of another unproductive stage of pre-event pulling-off.
still on the outside of why i put mental blocks on myself for getting some things done.
maybe there would be no brakes otherwise and i would never even slow down.
i am again, in the middle of the realisation that asking for help needs to be done, needs to be done before you need the help. one day that one will sink in.
i am in the middle of the fantasy of just turning up and skating - always want want we can't have.
oh! now i'm in the middle of licking the butter and honey residue off my breakfast plate.
i'm in the middle of thinking of things that i would request on my rider if i was in a band (green textas and sumo suits)
now i'm in the middle of thinking i really need to get my shortlist of Things To Do on the 5th of March (it ends with pleasure, don't worry) out of the way, so that i can go to work and make that money i apparently need to survive and buy new wheels with.
in the middle of the lunacy, the ridiculum, that is The Red Death Show.
come to the freekin Zoo for Nashville Pussy, Gentle Ben + Sensitive Side, Medicine Show + lil Sue Ray tomorrow night.
are we allowed to plug?
TOO LATE SUCKERS!!
roooooooooooooooooooooooouge
